Rinduuu

 Assalamualikum teman-teman

Ya Allah, rindu sangat-sangat nak menulis dekat sini. Last post tahun 2016. Ada gak try nak tulis dkt sini, tapi sebab dah lupa password,  x dapat nk login. tadi tergerak hati nak buka balik and try sign in. 

andddd

taraaa

here I am !!!

writing after long long time. Allahhh

serius rinduuu.. walaupun tahu xde orang baca, i don't care!

nak tulis gak. umpama diari terbuka la gituu...ahahhaha

old school kah? don't care too!! 

gambar dari Google

oh my God, I should introduced myself again. hehe sbb dah banyak berubah dah sekarang ni.

aaa tapi.... maybe next time. :D😇

Love as Always

~Alyaa

semoga hajat tercapai ^^,

bismillahirrahmanirrahim

assalamualaikum

first of all, kite tiup dulu habuk2 sarang labah2 smua nie

hahahahha. lame gilss kan aku x singgah sini,
banyak sebenarnya cerita yang aku nk share dekat sini, 
tapi disebabkan kemalasan hamba nie,
maka cerita2 tersebut hanya tersemat disanubari.
cehhhh...gituuuu

jadi...apa tujuan aku datang sini kali nie??
alahhh..lek ar dulu..

nak wish happy new year 2016 even dah lewat sebulan..
ahahahaa
suke hati laaa

ok ok ok

kali ni..
nk cerita tentang diri aku yang jelessss

jeless?? dengan apa? 
eh eh eh
nie bukan jeles ape...
insyaAllah jeles yg bukan hasad ^^,

macam nie, memandangkan aku hanya ada facebook,
jadi aku gemar juga scroll facebook tu...
sbb nya, aku suka tengok video :D
sambil2 scroll tu, nampak la kengkawan Fb yang post gmbar

gambar2 mereka berjaulah di tempat orang
Allahuuuu
aku teringin sgt nk melihat keindahan ciptaan Ilahi dari tempat yang berbeza
aku terimgin sangaaaatttt

kota london

gunung sinai

seoul city

tembok besar china

gmbr2 dekat atas tu hasil google je..
tempat2 tu antara2 tempat2 yg ramai student msia g

Allahuu
sape yang xnk tengok keindahan Ilahi nie?
sape yang xnk tengok pemandagan yang indah nie?
sape yang xnak jenjalan dekat tempat orang?

hati nie sabar je tengok gmbar2 tersebut
dalam hati nie

"beruntungnya kalian kerana diberi peluang"
"aku akan datang sini, insyaAllah"

aku hanya mampu berdoa, supaya dimurahkan rezeki supaya dapat round satu duniaaaa

aaaaaminnnnn

semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan kita

dan semoga kita dapat mengambil ibrah dari tempat2 yang kita lawatii

banyak benda nak cite niee
tapi insyaAllah,
next post walau aku tahu, xde org nk bace...
tapi..hahahhaha
suka hati aku la nk bajet2 mcm lah belog nie femess :D

with love
~alya~

cerita 16 Mei 2015

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
assalamualaikum.

hai uolss

haa !!! nmpk x tajuk tuu ??

cerita 16 Mei 2015 = Sabtu

sebenarnya kan..

byk sgt benda yg terjadi hari tuu.

1st.

14-17 mei, ade hari terbuke kolej kediaman aku.

jadinya...aku bertugas handle makanan.

alahh..makanan VIP je pon. 

x susah pon..

aku x jumpe poster asal..jadinya, nie je yang ade.. laki tu adlh Ketua Jaksa Kolej kediaman aku..

hehehe. aku admire dia.. kidding kidding

2nd.

disebabkan tugas aku cuma hidang makanan, 

jadinya, aku minta tlg partner aku.

aku nak ke.....

Gua Tempurung

haah. Gua Tempurung dekat Perak tuu..

ya Allah. sangat lah indah pengalaman tuu..

aku pegi ngn Husna Hasan.

mcm2 ade..

kena merangkak lam air la..

kena slide turun ke bawah..

siyesly pengalaman baru .

tapi syg, x leh bawak camera..

yelah..sape nk tanggung klau fon rosak?

kan kite kena merangkak lam air :D

geng eksplorasi :)

 kami nk teroka dlm nie !! 

 ngn husna

 sunset

sunset

penat sangat weh...tp...x la sepenat naik Gunung Datuk :D

enjoyed myslef la dkat sane :D

3rd.

mase otw nak balik usim smula nie...

aku rest je la dlm bas tuu.

tp husna tgok fon..

almaklumlah..sehari kot x tgok ws bagai tu..

sekali husna gitau..

"eh tilia,..tgok nie. zarif eksiden ar"

kemain lagi ar aku tekejut..macam x percaya tau..

aku doa je mampu..

harap2 x teruk sgt kecedaraan dia tu..

mase tu pulak, x lame dah nk final..

risau jugak..

tp alhamdulillah..zarif x teruk..

kalau dgr cite tu...ngeri jugak wehh.

ok.. 2 patah jari..luka2 dr hujung kaki ke hujung kepala yang belah kanan,

aku gi melawat hari rabu lps kejadian.

punyala usaha cari transport nk g melawat.

hadiah dari CC7 

sekarang beliau da kembali handsome macam gambar di bantal tuu...

haaaa.

last..

4th.

sesampainya aku di kolej aku,

g cari makan sat. lapoo..

cari makan dekat gerai2 yg dekat depan tu..

alaa.. kan ade hari terbuke.so ade la yg jual2 bagai tu..

aku sempat la mkn sat dekat cafe tuu...

sampai je dekat bilik,

nmpk bilik aku mcm byk sgt selipar..

ramai ar org..weird gak ar..

rupenyee..

siti sakit !!!

ya Allah..

penat aku hilang..

terus aku cakap aku nk ikot..

dengan x mandi nye dari pagi...aku ikot jugak..

hehhe. busuk gak la :D

amir ngn syafiq yg tlg hntr ke hospital seremban.

ipah, yana n aku teman siti..

punye la lame siti masok bhgian kecemasan tu..

mase tu da kol 12..

bru Dr cakap, siti kena warded..

automatik aku nk teman dia..

tau x.. smbil2 tggu siti tu..

aku mmg ngantuk giler..

byk kali gak ar diorg tegur aku,

"hahaha tilia..da x leh buke mata dah tuu"

hahaha. aku nk buat mcm mne..

mmg aku ngantuk..tp x leh tdo.

borak je la ngn diorg nie.. :D

mase tggu turn

da kena warded

(diorg p melawat smbil bwk belon tu  ^^,)

setia mereka tggu khabar dari Dr..

rupenya warded..

haaaaa.

tu la citenye..

zarif n siti 2-2 kena operate.

pengalaman yg x leh aku lupekan jaga siti.

around kol 2 bru aku leh tdo..

kol 5 sedar balik..

3 jam aku tdo mati.

hahaha. teruk den. langsung x sedar.

agak penat la mase tu..

keesokkan harinya, 

kol 11 mlm bru jmpe air balik..

hahaha. 2 hri weh x mandi :D

ana syhami yg buat nie

alhamdulillah..

semuanya ok sekarang.

berkat doa dari sahabat perjuangan ^^,

thats all from me.

jaga diri. jaga hati.

nanti ade ade org curi.

naye ai nanti :D

hehe.

love as always 

~alya~

Final Exam Sem 2

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
assalamualaikum...

haiiiii.

setelah fikir2...hari nie nk cite sal exam la...

blh kan??

knp nk cite sal exam??

sebabnye...

aku sedih !!!!

exam aku x leh nk struggle sgt.

x leh nk fokus,..

paling sedih mase paper organic chemistry..

sedih sebab aku x leh jawab sgt.

sebenarnya..Dr da bg guide line dah,,

and aku mmg fokus ape yg Dr cakap tu..

sekali masok dewan..

ya Allah !!

soalan ape nie??

bila aku belajar benda nie??

nak menangis aku ase..

and yg soalan2 spot..

memang aku bace, aku buat latihan.

tp dlm dewan, menangis x berlagu aku.

satu pon aku x engat. 

nk klentong pon x  boleh..

last2..

aku biar kosong je.

nangis ke'stress'san. :D

sbnrnye..

mase exam hari tu..

aku kena allergy of what...im not sure..

sebab aku x penah kena sblom nie..

jadi aku x tahu allergy ape.

and ape yg aku patot buat.

pegi klinik pon Dr x ckp ape2.

allergy tu..aku gatal..seluruh tubuh.

about 3 weeks gak..

seriau aka seram weh tgok keadaan aku..

kalau tak tahan sangat, aku nangis..

bukan sekali aku nangis..

:D

 malu lak..

ade sekali tu ternangis depan sorang budak laki nie.

hehe, sape suh tgok aku nangis ? :p

well, tu je la nk cite..

ade lagi sbnrye yg berkait ngn exam nie..

tp..aku nk cite dlm the untold story..

hehe..yg tu..

nk tulis je.. x mau post :D

xde org nk bace pon kan ^^,

da uollss

Love,

~alya~

sepatah 2 kata

bismillah
assalamualaikum

holaa !!

lama suda x bertandang ke mari.

sudah berhabuk kamar beta

huhuhuu.

well, just a short entry.

sje nk ckp, tetibe rindu nk blogging,,,

so...

esok aku nak post cite byk2

hihi :D

even i know no one will read it,

but who cares??

dah aku nk cite. suke hati la :P

esok ye.. ^^,

daaa.

muaaahhh siked :* ^^,

love

~alya~

random blabbering

bismillahirrahmanirrahim...
assalamualaikum.

right now..

i feel like i want to cry.

why?

coz i miss u alot.

lately.

tengok wasap..

hmm...

x branie  nak tegur..

takot kacau.

dh brape lame gian nk bukak blog nie..

alhamdulillah...

hri ini bru ade kesempatan...

and ofcoz..

aku bace blog dia dulu..

^^,

and ahhaa

dia bz sgt. with exam.

hihi..

so, doaku buatmu kawan...

dh lame x update pasal dia.

untung ade blog...^^,

tajuk post pon macam dia..hihihih

saje je

btw...smlm...bersamaan dengan 24/11/2014..

aku ponteng klas calculus.

for teh 1st time.

tapi aku inform dlu ddekat abah...

yelah.abah amanakah utk blaja.tetibe aku ponteng..

thats why mintak izin dlu..

why ponteng ??

hmm...

siyesly..

i couldnt catch up with calculus now.

blur giler..

lau pegi pon..

wasting about 3 hours just like that.

tapi aku buat ape dekat bilik ??

1st, cawri info sal nk kne present lagi 2 weeks.

then, bce 2-3 chapters autum....

and...tdo !!!

haha. whenever i'm stress, 

i love to see the nature,

eat choco,

and sleeping !!!

then i sleep,

problem solved !!!

hahaha. 

okay.

 enough blabbering alia.

time to go to class..

t nk update lagi..

siyes rindu !!

with loves,

~alya~

life beyond textbook by aiman azlan

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
assalamualaikum.

hallo guys.

u know how im waiting for this time.

yelah...dkat ostel tenet susah...

line x smpai bilik..

nak bawak laptop p cafe mcm mls ckit..

and now,

i'm home !!!!

yippee!!!!

hihi.

okay. enough.

let straight to the point.

9/10/2014.

a famous, awesome vlogger, aiman azlan came to my Uni.

oh my..

i's very excited as wish so long to meet him.

i adore him !!

hahaha

and i was very lucky, coz ive the opportunity to sit in front,

behing him actually before he gave the talk.

^^,

oh ya, this entry purposely to share the contents of his talk.

^^,

he talked about life beyond textbook.

he gave a definition  about education, taken from book,

"weapon of mass instruction" written by John Taylor Gatto,

there were some points that he highlighted from that definition.

1) large self-initiated

    - if we dont get what we want, just think, there are so many other professions that we never         know despite those femes carrier

    - everyebody has their specific career path

    - never estimate ourselves with other. (we are who we are. no them)

    - well, we'll never enjoy our studies if we being forced

2) broad experiece

    - move ourselves from the comfort zone. 

    - go travelling ! (coming soon!! )

    - interact with other especially with the elders (out of our circle)

    - when we know there are differences between us, then it will be the advantages.

    - we cant live in our egos....

3) constant introspection (hisab diri)

    - ability to see ourselves..

    - ask ourselves, why we do that ???

    - we cant just follow the nafsu, but think wisely before do sth,

    - many of us, choose the wring GOD without our concern.  then ask, we are slave for who?

4) ability to concentrate on one's purpose in spite of distraction

   -real education will ensure us to keep focus even distraction keep coming.

    (distraction like our gadgets, friends,sleepiness and so on. ^^,  )

5) curiosity, patience and intense watchfulness

   -in education, we have to gain curiosity on sth

   - patience in curiosity, stimes we got the answer for our question, but stimes we dont. so, be          patience coz 1 day,we'll get that answer.

  - we have to be curios in finding the truth.

  - talk to al-quran, then we willfeel that al-quran is really relevant to us

  - observe on what we have

  - change the way how we see this world !!!

6) learn from mistakes

  -  mistake is part of real education.

  -  substancial, try and error

  -  do the best

  -  accept the feedback from the environment. (there is no feedback if there is no mistakes)

  

#appreciate the effort

#focus on the purpose

#words only hurt, if only we allow it to hurt

#sth is wrong if we cant tell our own family what we feel

#check which of our passions that is glitter ^^,

#a person who stands on a piece of a paper, is a gud improvement for a person who wants to touch       the sky

#i move slowly, but i never move backward.

okayy..

thats all the points that i jotted down.

the explanation is ......think own your own.. hihi.

well, this entry is fully in english ??

wow !!!

aiman said,

just try it to speak in english. 

even ur sentences are totally have grammatically errosr. 

this is the process of learning.

hopefully this entry will benefits us.

so, bye.

till we meet again aiman...

^^,

 ~may Allah bless you and your wife.
 ~ till we meet again.
 ~ your talk was so fun, and make me think so much. i love it.
 ~ wish me luck ^^,

with love

~alya~

am i ??

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
assalamualaikum.

thinking about myself..

aku...selalu fikir aku nie mcm mne.

aku,..suke fikir kelebihan dan keburukan aku.

yeah, i'm a person like that..

i wanted to know what is my weakness, what is my strength...

aku nak tau salah silap aku...

but, once i know,

i cant change myself.

i even be worse.

am i ??

im such a coward.

rase lemah.

lemah dan lemas dlm hidup.

dont know why,

i cant help myself.

i need you..

but then, u r not here.

so, i'm alone.

am i ?

no..i'm not alone..

i have Allah...but i forget Him...

why ??

coz im a human that always do the mistakes.

Allah did n always show the way..

but, me...i myself ignore it..

how bad i am...

but again, 

i realise my mistakes,

then i asked my kakak liqa..

she said,

pintu2 taubat selalu terbuka utk kita.

cube amalkan solat taubat sebelom tdo or slps isyak..

Allah sayangkan kita..

sebab tuu Allah sentiasa tunjukkan jalan yang betul..

tinggal kita je utk pilih jalan tuu...

she's right.

and i now, in my progress,

to be a gud girl.

a better daughter,

and a best friend.

if i'm not, then bring me, to the right path..

please...dont ignore me.....

~alya~

specially for you

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
assalamualaikum

hallo guys,..

this is my fast writing entry..hehe

kejar mase...

cume nak cite kisah lame..

{30 ogos 2014}

tarikh nie, cume 2 hri sblom aku berangkat ke usim berjanji pd ibunda.

ada apa dgn tarikh nie >??

on that day,

dri pasir mas-->pengkalan chepa-->pasir puteh

korang ingat dekat ??

jauhhh

aku drive sendiri..

even for the 1st time, abah x kasi..

tp aku pujok jugak,,last2 abah izinkan...

^^,

pegi mane ??

buat ape dekat pasir puteh ??

actually, pegi umah mira.

sblom tuu, p amek basmah jap..

kami ber3 deskmate...

duk barisan depan skali...

mira dh nak fly...to mesir which is tonight. !!

okay..

that day, 

kami spent time together.

berceritatera..

bergelak tawa

berselfie

spuas hati kami...

untung mak ayah dia kuar..hee.. 

so, xde lah malu nk selfie bagai...

hah tengok !!! bile dapat monopod dka kitorang. 

hee. enjoyed ourselves ar...

mcm2 gaya..

hee...

pic nie di ambil lepas hujan..

nak tau, kitorang taajub tengok sempadan hujan..

"eh, sblh sane hujan laa."

comell sgt...

skali hujan tuu tetibe dtg dkat umah mira...

ape lagi...kalut ar nk angkat baju..

haha

basah habis baju kitorang...

hee... ^^,

saat u..kitorang dh nak balik dah...

tp mcm susah sgt nak masok kete..

mcm x nak balik je..

sebab kami fikir, this is our last chance to be together...

gud bye picture..

sbnrnya...

ingat nk p hntr dia dkat airport...

tp bile fikir balik...

i cant.

i'm not strong enough to say gud bye directly...

aku tanye pendapat kwn aku,

dia cakap,

"x nyesal ke x g ??"

huh...x tau.. nyesal ckit..

tp, i think,

biarlah yg terakhir tuu jadi yg terindah.

^^,

be strong,

be tough.

Allah is always with us.

love u.

miss u.

forgive me.

for everthing i did.

salam sayang.

~alya~

mahasiswi usim ^^,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamulaikum.

Hair uollss..

Dh lame nak update blog.

Tp x berkesempatan.

Nie pon gune fon je

Typo banyak...

Banyak benda nk cite..

Tp nie nk cite benda yg ringkas je.

Ekceli..bru habis orientasi.

Okay. Penat sgt.

Dh la tuu..ad minggu bhs arab lak.

2 hri je.

Okay.

Orientasi best.

X padat.

Penat. Penat menunggu.

Tunggu program nk start.

Hee.. Okay la tuu..

Drpd penat kejar2.

Minggu bhs arab pon best.

Ust sporting giler.

Dgn 4 bulan x guns bhs arab nie,

Mmg hancur ar.

Tibai je smua.

Haha

Kawan2 smua sporting.

^^,

Hri pendaftaran kolej

Bratur nak amek makanan.

Bapak pnjg..

Selfie sat lam dewan. Haha

That's all from now. 

Bubbye.

Psstt...next week dh start kuliah...nervous babe..

~alya~

kawanku accident

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
assalamualaikum.

hello guys!.

selase lepas, (250814)

tetibe dpt msj..

msj mengatakan yg ade sorang member aku nie accident.

aku ape lagi, 

x percaya lah kan..

tapi...call org tuu..

call org nie..

nak confirmkan berita tuu..

Innalillah wa inna ilaihi roji'un...

mmg betol lahh...

member aku !!

terok kot .

siap patah tgn lagi..

org kate, klau tgok kerete tuu,

blh imagine lah org kat dlm tuu mcm mne.

nie lah dia...member aku tu..

(di pcb)

2 minggu lepas,

kitorang bertiga buat medical check up same2.

aku cakap dekat member aku tuu,

"pegang molek filem xtray tuu..

kan patoh pulok tulang awk tuu.."

hehe. kitorang main2 je.

last2, masin mulut, 

betol2 jadi lah.

astaghfirullah..

 lain kali kne cakap elok2 je.

okayy.

19 ogos lepas, aku dan kwn aku lam picca tuu 

pergi jalan2 ke kb.

-buat ic

-baiki laptop

-beli lab coat

-shopping

-bayar yuran

-buke akaun bank

bila selesai smua urusan, 

kitorang g release tension dkat pantai.

*time nie aku nanges je...(ad prob ckit)

and aku call my mom n a few friends,

tp mom aku je answer. org laen x.

xpe. Allah nk suruh aku luahkan pada Nya laa tuu..

^^,

eh jap,mase otw balik dri KB tuu..

tengah elok aku drive...laju lak tuu...

tetibe ade sekor kereta nie tetibe cross dpn aku.

jauh.

dalam 500m lagi.

tapi..mase tuu...

aku mcm tengok jalan tuu kosong je..

naseb baek time tuu ade motor sebelah kereta aku nie,

dia hon kuat2..

aku pon tersedar.

"eh, ade kerete nk cross lah."

alhamdulillah, 

Allah hantar motor td.

supaya sedarkan aku.

haishh.. kena careful lagi nie..

jadiii...

keesokkan hari lepas accident tuu, 

pagi2 lagi ak pegi hospt.

(ats urusan laen sbnrnye. sambil2 je) 

aku jumpe mak dia..

borak2..

tnye laa mcm mne leh jadi...

puncanye, 

abah dy ngantok...

saat terlelap beberapa saat,

kereta tuu masok lam jalan org.

at the moment, lori pasir dtg dr arah bertentangan.

kemain lagi lori tuu cube mengelak.

tp, tetap x berjaya.

alhamdulillah, time tuu gune kereta yg ade safety.

dgn adenya air bag, kurang laa ckit impact tuu..

so, dont forget to click so that ur air bag will be function.

then,waktu melawat tengah hri tuu aku dtg lagi..

kali nie dtg ngn member yg lagi sorang.

(yg dlm pic tuu jugak..)

sampai je, tengok di katil xde.

musykil, dh balik ke ???

a few seconds after that,

nampak dia dibawa masok dgn kerusi roda.

rupenya, baru lepas simen tgn tuu..

kesian. nmpk sgt lemah.

aku nie, dh rase sebak dh.

seboleh mungkin aku tahan.

joke around, supaya dia xrase lebih sakit.

dlm 5 minit je kitorang berbual,

tetibe kwn aku yg dtg melawat ajak aku keluar.

pelik, tp aku ikot je..

rupenye dia rase nak pitam n muntah.

hee..

alah dgn hopsital rupenye.

^^,

aku nie, x tau nak buat ape..

tenangkan dia jap..joke around lagi.

and amek gamba dia.

huhu.

pucat kot.

(dah mintak izin nak gune gambar nie ^^,)

spontan dia cakap,

"atilia eh, nie lah hikmah x leh medic. 

x sanggup sy..dgn bau ubat, makanan bercampur ssekali."

"memey tabik lah dgn doc nie.

sep dio memey kuat.

hari2 tengok org sakit..

urghhh... sy x leh laa"

^^,

aku cume mampu senyum.

ya.. hakikat seorang doc. mmg diorang kuat.

and more likely org yg terpilih.

and i aint the chosen 1 but you do.

selepas dy cam ok ckit,

aku pon masok balik...

masok sorang je la...dia tggu dekat luar.

^^,

borak2 jap.

sekali lagi,

seriau aka seram sejuk bila dgr dy cite pengalaman dia.

sakit nk kne simen,

sakit nk bangon.

smua sakit.

x dapat aku bayangkan kalau aku di tempat dia.

mau x nanges.

dh laa aku nie jenis sensitif.. ^^,

aku cakap,

'adelah hikmah jadi smua nie. setiap benda yg berlaku, mmg baek utk kite.

istighfar banyak2.'

few moments later, mak cik dy datang.

so, aku pon balik ah...

semalam, (27 ogos), 

aku melawat dia lagi.

kali nie dekat rumah.

oh ye, sbnrnye, lepas aku g melwat dkat hosp, 

dia terus boleh balik..

then aku tanye dy,

kawan2 ade dtg melawat ??

dia cakap, xde lagi tuu..

ok. i was the 1st. 

~lalalala~

yg dkat hosp pon aku ngn member aku je dtg..

org laen xde sampai lagi..

mungkin diorang pegi kot.

well, org sakit nie,

kne pegi melawat.

bg support moral.

kalau aku,

aku akn engat sgt member mne yg dtg..

appreciate lebih ar ckit.

huhu.

tapi...klau yg sakit tuu perempuan, better org laki x masok dkat ar..

kesian dkat dy.

kan terbuke lak aurat.

kalau doc x pe lah.

member aku nie,

dah sedaya nye tutup...

letak towel..selimut.

semoga dipermudahkan segala urusan.

xdapat laa dia fly 2 sept nie..

fly ke sabah, dia dapat fizik dgn elektronic.

Allah sayang kite,

sbb tu Dia uji kita.

Dia nak kite makin dekat dgnNya.

banyakkan istighfar.

insyaAllah khair.

syafahallah. ameen.

with love

~alya~