am i ??

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
assalamualaikum.

thinking about myself..

aku...selalu fikir aku nie mcm mne.

aku,..suke fikir kelebihan dan keburukan aku.

yeah, i'm a person like that..

i wanted to know what is my weakness, what is my strength...

aku nak tau salah silap aku...

but, once i know,

i cant change myself.

i even be worse.

am i ??

im such a coward.

rase lemah.

lemah dan lemas dlm hidup.

dont know why,

i cant help myself.

i need you..

but then, u r not here.

so, i'm alone.

am i ?

no..i'm not alone..

i have Allah...but i forget Him...

why ??

coz im a human that always do the mistakes.

Allah did n always show the way..

but, me...i myself ignore it..

how bad i am...

but again, 

i realise my mistakes,

then i asked my kakak liqa..

she said,

pintu2 taubat selalu terbuka utk kita.

cube amalkan solat taubat sebelom tdo or slps isyak..

Allah sayangkan kita..

sebab tuu Allah sentiasa tunjukkan jalan yang betul..

tinggal kita je utk pilih jalan tuu...

she's right.

and i now, in my progress,

to be a gud girl.

a better daughter,

and a best friend.

if i'm not, then bring me, to the right path..

please...dont ignore me.....

~alya~