Saturday, February 15, 2014

stress

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum.

this week, sangat2 sibuk dengan folio...itu lah, madam bg awal2 x nak buat.. bila last2 minutes, mula laa x tdo malam.. hahaha.

xpe...that's not the main story here...

actually this week, i got the result for chemistry's paper. then, when i looked to the score i got, OMG !!! what i've done ???? 
actually, i answered this paper confidently. 
i even hope i got a good score on this paper...but actually i dont !
so, how can i imagine a 'good' score for the paper that i couldnt answer it very well ?? expecially FIZIK !!!!
how can i do that ??

oh Allah, what i've learnt these days ???
i lost the opportunity to medic, then i lost the opportunity to the pharmacy as well ???
what should i do next ??

hey hey atilia !! it just midsem !!! i u can stay up just for folio, then why dont u stay up for final ??? u still have lots of chances !!!!

btw, i just checked for the scholarship...and i found that, lots of scholarship just for engineering,, geoscience n etc. nad for sure they are not my interest n my parents wouldnt allow me. 

just, i'm planning to change my Uni. i'm not comfortable to be here. huh ! maybe, my rizq is here n maybe not...i'm not sure where's my future heading... help me... !!!!!!

at the time like this, i think, i need someone to be share with...i need the opinion..i need the encouragement.. i've to be strong !!!!

just for 2 months !!!


 

*ok, english aku berterabur. just, i want to try to speak in english in public. that's all.
  if there's mistake, feel free to correct me.

:)

luahan hati :)

~ alya~

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