little heart cries

bismilllah

Assalamualaikum.

this day, i cried in front of kak umi :)

actually, i never speak while crying but today, i did it.

why i was crying ???

for lots of reasons. plethora of reasons :)

for real, i'm quite stress this days...

lots of assignments, lots of problems with house-mates, classmates, discussion-mates, studies.

this little heart also contributed reasons for me to cry. 

well, the truth, it's has been so long i havent cry and really, it give a better heart, a clearer view towards my problems...

i've read somebody wrote that,

if u have problems, tell this to ur problems..

"hey problem !!! u think u are big enough to tease me ??

i have Allah that much much much bigger than u ! He can help me to solve u."


well, to say such that thing needs a lot of strength
  ah, i know, i just need to walk through it..no need to stop and saying hi to it...

if i did, a bigger problem will come and saying hi to me, right ??

(missing someone actually)

(but i do feel like that)

(i wish i could this thing to others)

(if there's problem, there's also solution. if we couldnt find it, then ask Allah)

(life is colourful :) and problems are a colour of life)

huh ! that's all from me for this time. well, i just saying that i've problem. how bad i am, just thinking about my problems, but forgot that everybody's has their own problem too....

~Alya~

errrkkkk

bismillah..

assalamualaikum.

just want to share, esok ade role play BI. :)

kena berlakon bagai. 

for this time, there'll be 4 scenes, 

and ,

one of the scene, i'll be the bride .

ohhh ?? bride ??? 

hahahhaha.

annoying actually ! :)

well, waiting for tomorrow :)

daa. ciao rio. :0

stress

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim

Assalamualaikum.

this week, sangat2 sibuk dengan folio...itu lah, madam bg awal2 x nak buat.. bila last2 minutes, mula laa x tdo malam.. hahaha.

xpe...that's not the main story here...

actually this week, i got the result for chemistry's paper. then, when i looked to the score i got, OMG !!! what i've done ???? 

actually, i answered this paper confidently. 

i even hope i got a good score on this paper...but actually i dont !

so, how can i imagine a 'good' score for the paper that i couldnt answer it very well ?? expecially FIZIK !!!!

how can i do that ??

oh Allah, what i've learnt these days ???

i lost the opportunity to medic, then i lost the opportunity to the pharmacy as well ???

what should i do next ??

hey hey atilia !! it just midsem !!! i u can stay up just for folio, then why dont u stay up for final ??? u still have lots of chances !!!!

btw, i just checked for the scholarship...and i found that, lots of scholarship just for engineering,, geoscience n etc. nad for sure they are not my interest n my parents wouldnt allow me. 

just, i'm planning to change my Uni. i'm not comfortable to be here. huh ! maybe, my rizq is here n maybe not...i'm not sure where's my future heading... help me... !!!!!!

at the time like this, i think, i need someone to be share with...i need the opinion..i need the encouragement.. i've to be strong !!!!

just for 2 months !!!

 

*ok, english aku berterabur. just, i want to try to speak in english in public. that's all.
  if there's mistake, feel free to correct me.

:)

luahan hati :)

~ alya~