am i ??

bismillahirrahmanirrahim
assalamualaikum.

thinking about myself..

aku...selalu fikir aku nie mcm mne.

aku,..suke fikir kelebihan dan keburukan aku.

yeah, i'm a person like that..

i wanted to know what is my weakness, what is my strength...

aku nak tau salah silap aku...

but, once i know,

i cant change myself.

i even be worse.

am i ??

im such a coward.

rase lemah.

lemah dan lemas dlm hidup.

dont know why,

i cant help myself.

i need you..

but then, u r not here.

so, i'm alone.

am i ?

no..i'm not alone..

i have Allah...but i forget Him...

why ??

coz im a human that always do the mistakes.

Allah did n always show the way..

but, me...i myself ignore it..

how bad i am...

but again, 

i realise my mistakes,

then i asked my kakak liqa..

she said,

pintu2 taubat selalu terbuka utk kita.

cube amalkan solat taubat sebelom tdo or slps isyak..

Allah sayangkan kita..

sebab tuu Allah sentiasa tunjukkan jalan yang betul..

tinggal kita je utk pilih jalan tuu...

she's right.

and i now, in my progress,

to be a gud girl.

a better daughter,

and a best friend.

if i'm not, then bring me, to the right path..

please...dont ignore me.....

~alya~

specially for you

bismillahirrahmanirrahim.
assalamualaikum

hallo guys,..

this is my fast writing entry..hehe

kejar mase...

cume nak cite kisah lame..

{30 ogos 2014}

tarikh nie, cume 2 hri sblom aku berangkat ke usim berjanji pd ibunda.

ada apa dgn tarikh nie >??

on that day,

dri pasir mas-->pengkalan chepa-->pasir puteh

korang ingat dekat ??

jauhhh

aku drive sendiri..

even for the 1st time, abah x kasi..

tp aku pujok jugak,,last2 abah izinkan...

^^,

pegi mane ??

buat ape dekat pasir puteh ??

actually, pegi umah mira.

sblom tuu, p amek basmah jap..

kami ber3 deskmate...

duk barisan depan skali...

mira dh nak fly...to mesir which is tonight. !!

okay..

that day, 

kami spent time together.

berceritatera..

bergelak tawa

berselfie

spuas hati kami...

untung mak ayah dia kuar..hee.. 

so, xde lah malu nk selfie bagai...

hah tengok !!! bile dapat monopod dka kitorang. 

hee. enjoyed ourselves ar...

mcm2 gaya..

hee...

pic nie di ambil lepas hujan..

nak tau, kitorang taajub tengok sempadan hujan..

"eh, sblh sane hujan laa."

comell sgt...

skali hujan tuu tetibe dtg dkat umah mira...

ape lagi...kalut ar nk angkat baju..

haha

basah habis baju kitorang...

hee... ^^,

saat u..kitorang dh nak balik dah...

tp mcm susah sgt nak masok kete..

mcm x nak balik je..

sebab kami fikir, this is our last chance to be together...

gud bye picture..

sbnrnya...

ingat nk p hntr dia dkat airport...

tp bile fikir balik...

i cant.

i'm not strong enough to say gud bye directly...

aku tanye pendapat kwn aku,

dia cakap,

"x nyesal ke x g ??"

huh...x tau.. nyesal ckit..

tp, i think,

biarlah yg terakhir tuu jadi yg terindah.

^^,

be strong,

be tough.

Allah is always with us.

love u.

miss u.

forgive me.

for everthing i did.

salam sayang.

~alya~

mahasiswi usim ^^,

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..
Assalamulaikum.

Hair uollss..

Dh lame nak update blog.

Tp x berkesempatan.

Nie pon gune fon je

Typo banyak...

Banyak benda nk cite..

Tp nie nk cite benda yg ringkas je.

Ekceli..bru habis orientasi.

Okay. Penat sgt.

Dh la tuu..ad minggu bhs arab lak.

2 hri je.

Okay.

Orientasi best.

X padat.

Penat. Penat menunggu.

Tunggu program nk start.

Hee.. Okay la tuu..

Drpd penat kejar2.

Minggu bhs arab pon best.

Ust sporting giler.

Dgn 4 bulan x guns bhs arab nie,

Mmg hancur ar.

Tibai je smua.

Haha

Kawan2 smua sporting.

^^,

Hri pendaftaran kolej

Bratur nak amek makanan.

Bapak pnjg..

Selfie sat lam dewan. Haha

That's all from now. 

Bubbye.

Psstt...next week dh start kuliah...nervous babe..

~alya~