Allah is always with me.

Assalamuaalaikum...

Allahu rabbi...dah lame sgt x berblogging..rindu..tp xde mase nk update..lately, sgt bz ngn assignment, quiz, test, n ofcoz, final sem !!!

Allah..penat. tp, tetap kutabahkan hati untuk terus berada di medan jihad.

jihad menuntut ilmu.

saat aku rase tension sgt,

aku mencari-cari orang utk bantu aku..

aku mencari kawan utk aku pinjam bahunya demi menangis...

aku mencari kawan untuk ajarkan aku subjek yg paling aku xdapat nk catch up.

aku mencari kawan untuk teman aku belajar.

tapi akhirnye,

aku x jumpe kawan utk bantu aku...

aku x jumpe kawan utk ajarkan aku..

aku x jumpe kawan untuk teman aku belajar...

jadi...

aku menangis....

menangis mencari ketenangan....

rupenya aku lupa...

Allah nak aku bersamaNya....

Allah nk aku mengadu padaNya...
Allah nak uji iman aku..

Allah nk uji sejauh mane kebergantungan aku padaNya..

Ya Allah,
kami selalu alpa padaMu..

lalu Kau uji kami...supaya kami kembali padaMu..

jalan yang benar..

jalan yang Kau redhoi..

jalan orang2 mukmin..

jalan menuju syurga..

nk kne study utk final sbnrnya...

tp stress sgt...utk subjek laen ok je...

*insyaAllah*

tp fizik ??

i asked somebody to teach me...

but, seems he cant help me..

opss...he ??

ye laa... i cant think no one else to teach me physics..

but, i dont think we'll have any discussion session bcoz, today is already monday. 

and i've to go back to usim this thursday. tuesday n wedneday are hari raya day..

so, we have no time.

i asked to out today, but he said, he had to go somewhere else with his friend..so...

never mind...

i think, i can learn by myself...insyaAllah..

as long as, Allah with me. :D

well, today is arafah's day. we are courage to fasting. insyaAllah..:) 

well, time's already 12.11 am.

i think, i'd better go now...

study for a few mins...

n sleep to wake up earlier tomorrow. :D 

daa...

Assalamualaikum